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miranda @ 2005-09-23 21:35



 
miranda @ 2005-08-13 18:21

其实题目并非没有,只是不敢写而已,同样文章也非刻意追求晦涩,只是不敢说而已,并非要每个人都明白,只是留给自己而已.若能找到共鸣者,真是万幸了.

似乎扯远了.

出门实在是样好事情,与人结伴那就更妙了.大多数人都没有理由选择孤独,而选择了孤独的人都没有理由选择结伴.世界就是这么奇妙.而百思不得其解的理由其实很简单.

一湖平静的水,它为何如此平静?很简单,因为没有外力,只要有外力作用,止水也是会泛起涟漪的.会使止水泛涟漪的理由也只是如此简单.

有些事情是没有为什么的,只是因为有些事情的理由实在太简单了,简单到无法用语言表达.语言是高级动物才有的,是高级动物的象征,所以语言有时真的不能表达其实很简单的事情.就像动物,做任何事情都不需要说明理由,就这样去做了,因为它就是要这样去做.但往往,简单到没有理由的理由却也是对人类来说最难解释的,正是,本来很清楚的事,我们迷茫了

这两天,真的迷茫了,如果是动物,如果没有语言,如果不是用语言来思考,是不是就会清晰一点呢?


 
miranda @ 2005-07-26 23:00

已经不止一次地看到这样的感叹,但这样的感叹仍然在继续,是不知道珍惜?亦或不懂得珍惜?人类的天性吧,自己所拥有的视而不见,得不到的永远是最好的.

失去了,并不是都能找回的,能找回的是万幸,不能找回又当如何?怨谁?怨天?怨地?怨自己吧.自己不懂得珍惜,能怨谁?

看来我并非良马,非要见到鞭才行,呵呵,明知会如此,还心存幻想,是算傻呢还是算痴?

盗号之事虽然郁闷+气愤,又能怪谁呢?也许时间久了也就淡了,但是却永远也忘不掉了,是的,时间并不是能使所有的事都忘却,有些事是永远也忘不了的...

时间...也许是很好的筛子吧.



 
miranda @ 2005-07-22 19:29


昨日阅读《五灯会元》时看到世尊对阿难说:“良马见鞭影而行。”想到林清玄在《清音五弦》中也曾借这个故事讨论过有关慧根的事。想必这慧根也就是现在我们所说的智商吧。有慧根之人一叶知秋,鞭影而行,又岂是吾等庸碌之辈所能比拟?但吾等却也总做着鞭影而行之事,却只是条件反射而已。

如今,真正的良马已不做鞭影而行的事了,因为良马们顿悟,看到的虽是鞭影,但主人手中之物真是鞭吗?自己的杯弓蛇影之举又岂是聪明这举?良马们要见鞭而行了。而那些庸碌之马则继续条件反射着。

因为欺骗,什么都变了……



 
miranda @ 2005-07-20 23:26


再见总会有相见的一天,只是我们的心胸容不下这个世界,自然也看不见以为不会再见的人了.

聚是缘,散亦是缘,曾经执著于聚散,经历过多次聚散之后才知道,有些事是执著不得的.过于执著,未免心胸狭窄,容的少,失的多,只有一颗包容世界的心,无论到哪,无论何物,无论何人,都在心中.不必常感怀于聚与散,却也少了很多愁事.

文字总是很容易就敲上去的,你的世界又有多大呢?



 
miranda @ 2005-07-20 23:00


今天又值发录取通知书之日记得去年是18号,今年晚了两天.

去年之事仍历历在目,今年却已是告别新鲜人了.

同样是高考,前年,去年,今年,心境却是不同的,只有经历过了,才更刻骨铭心.

曾和一个大四的人说起过有关高考的事,他说他已不再关心,但我相信,无论何时,高考这两个字总可以打开那只布满蜘蛛网的铁盒,拾起那段曾为理想而奋斗的岁月.有多少人是真正为着理想而去高考?又有多少人是被逼无奈?无论是主动也好,被动也罢,我们没得选择.就像Hotel California里的歌词唱的:"we are programmed to receive,you can check out at anytime you like,but you can never leave." 生在中国,恐怕只有考试才是最好的捷径吧.为考而考,we are programmed to receive...

鄙视考试,但却不能不考,我不是韩寒,我不敢拿我的青春,我的理想做赌注,于是,去年,我成了幸运儿;于是,今年,我熬夜了;于是,明年,我还将付出什么?我不知道.并不怕付出,只是迷茫,真正为何付出?考试?还是理想?亦或考试=理想?理想就在彼岸,唯有考试作舟,成绩作帆,社会作风才能顺利到达成功的彼岸.we are programmed to receive...



 
miranda @ 2005-07-19 19:57

where is the love

black eyed peas

What’s wrong with the world, mama
People livin’ like they ain’t got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that’ll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin’
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you’re bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that’s exactly how a n**** works and operates
N**, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y’all, y’all

People killin’, people dyin’
Children hurt and you hear them cryin’
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
‘Cause people got me, got me questionin’ me
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain’t the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don’t belong
Nations droppin’ bombs
Chemical gasses fillin’ lungs of little ones
With the ongoin’ sufferin’ as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin’ really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin’ wrong
In this world that we livin’ in people keep on givin’ in
Makin’ wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin’ each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin’ on but the reason’s undercover
The truth is kept secret, it’s swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where’s the love, y’all, come on (I don’t know)
Where’s the truth, y’all, come on (I don’t know)
Where’s the love, y’all

People killin’, people dyin’
Children hurt and you hear them cryin’
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
‘Cause people got me, got me questionin’
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I’m gettin’ older, y’all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin’
Selfishness got us followin’ our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo’, whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feelin’ under
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feelin’ down
There’s no wonder why sometimes I’m feelin’ under
Gotta keep my faith alive til love is found

People killin’, people dyin’
Children hurt and you hear them cryin’
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
‘Cause people got me, got me questionin’
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)



Love this song,especially love its lyric,so listen to it again ,again and agin,it is proved again ,again and again,
so i was harrowed again,again and again...

How many again will be? I don't know,only if there is the selfishness in the world,
the war will never end,and the "again" will go on...

what's people? What's the value of life? Who can say we are all equal? How many stuff
we can believe in the media? How many preaching can be practise? How many "what and
how"will be ask?

Where is the love?
God save our soul,amen!



 
miranda @ 2005-07-18 00:27

亲近自然,也许真能使人开窍.

一直执著于朋友=知己,而想方设法地证明这个命题的正确性,而带来的只是伤心与遗憾.于是坚信自己
一定是犬儒主义者,但却始终没有勇气说出:"STAND OUT OF MY LIGHT"这句话,相信自己一定有魏晋风
骨,但家中始终有一张多余的椅子,一再的矛盾一直没能让我跳出执著,然而今天突然顿悟,原来这个命
题本身就是假命题,又如何能得证?

朋友就是朋友,而知己就是知己,你可以有很多朋友,但却无一知己.

得到一位朋友是件快乐之事,得到一位知己却是件幸运之事了.

有朋友相伴是快乐,感动的,有知己相伴应该是幸福,淡然的了.

我已有了那份快乐和感动,何时才能体会那份幸福和淡然?


 
miranda @ 2005-07-18 00:07

两天的南汇之行让我感到做为city animal的悲哀.city animal已不是animal了,而是地球的恶性肿
瘤,不断转移,不断增殖着...

人终究是动物,动物是需要自然的,人一但离开了自然就变成了city animal,变成了恶性肿瘤.
生来就是恶性肿瘤,没得选择,本来应该是动物的童年却不得不做恶性肿瘤,而现在却又极力想当动
物,哪怕只是两天的动物也好.

恶性肿瘤的悲哀啊,动物的童年只能用暑假来补尝,而恶性肿瘤终究是恶性肿瘤,不同的是一个是披
着恶性肿瘤外衣的恶性肿瘤,一个是披着动物外衣的恶性肿瘤,外衣始终要脱去的,脱去外衣后,还
是恶性肿瘤,回到恶性肿瘤该待的地方...


 
miranda @ 2005-07-15 23:35

不知何时起开始流行blog,如同风一般吹遍全球.流行就如风一般,无论是顺风逆风,不都身处风中吗?

就算有间屋子可以躲避,但比起金字塔又如何?就算密封如金字塔者,也免不了被人掘开的结果.坚硬如顽石者,水滴也会石穿,生于这个尘世,又岂能片尘不沾?

着衣为防尘土,沐浴为去尘土,然始终有尘埃附于身上,被尘埃所蒙,外人所见自然就无自我了.就算想极力展现自我,谁又有如此本领去其所有尘埃?

没有自我却努力追求自由,但愿找到一片干净得无半点尘埃之所,还一个真正的自我.